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Update on LJ
wow... i don't use this thing much more... maybe i should archive it and get rid of it... o_O;

one more trip to NC.

Update on LJ
I got something new, and how about that trip to NC?

What time is it anyways...?
8:15 AM!? WTF!? ...Well, I've only been up since 5am... I can't sleep, I've got too much on my mind, and I'm really excited. I can't say why though, cause this stupid thing is open to the public eye, and there are a select few who don't need to know just yet... Maybe I'll put it in my LJ later... I have to go to work in about an hour and a half... Blah... Anyways, I was just playin on the computer with nothing else to do...

Any of you out there members of deviantART? If you're not, you should be, cause I said so. But no, really, it's an awesome place. It's a website where artists all over can display their various types of artwork to the world. Anything from a lazy doodle drawn during math class to a photograph of a pottery work. I've got some paintings, drawings, digital drawings, layouts, aim expressions, the works up there. If you're already on it, look me up, my ID is StormFaerie. If you're not, and wanna know what the fuck I'm talking about, click the middle Avril picture above my tagboard. (Yea, for those of you who are clueless, those three images are links. The first one goes to my LJ, the second to my dA profile, and the third to my main Neopets account. Check 'em all out sometime.

Anyhoo, I think I'm gonna go now... I just... Don't have anything better to do anymore... *yawn* I'm kinda sleepy... Maybe that means I'll go to bed early tonight... BWAHAHAHAHA!! Yea right...

Sunday already? o_o;
Lesse, I sat around a lot at work today, it was really slow and really boring, so I called Mel-Mel and told her to come get her hair fixed. Dumb dumb let someone other than me cut it. =p Baka! Anyhow, I cut it shoulder length and layered it a bit. She loves it, or so she says... *peers at her* Yea, she likes it... Heh... Yea, well after I got off of work at 7pm YESTERDAY, Ali-chan and I followed Jan (a co-worker and friend) out to her house in Gates County North Carolina. It was a fun drive, the farthest I've ever driven. ^-^ Anyhoo, we got to ride their horse, Belle, who's 9 years old. She has a baby horse, too, Spice, but she isn't even 2 years old yet and therefore not rideable. Jon (Jan's boyfriend) is going to start training her in 4 months though. Meh, she's got kitties and doggies, too. I tried to steal Precious, the girl kitten that her two older cats had, but they wouldn't let me. She's supposed to go to Jan's brother Al. *pouts* But she was SOOOO pretty! And playful, too! ^o^ ...Then we did a bunch of girlie stuff o_o; Not my style really, but they had thread, and Ali-chan and Sam both wanted me to put hair wraps in their hair, so I did. Of all colours, they wanted pink. >< Eeeew... I had to make up for that by making myself a bracelet with purple, blue, and black. We left at 11:30pm, and got home around 12:15. Not a bad drive. ^-^ I love driving... haha... Can't wait to make that 3 and a half hour drive to Jacksonville. *waves* Going to bed now, baibais! *mwua!*

Wow, drama just follows me everywhere...
It seems that Eric and I have made enemies of Ernest and Kelly. Well... I'm not going to let them stand in the way of my/our happiness, and I hope that he won't either. Granted, she's right, he could have told her he had other interests, but frankly he didn't have much time. I kind of, just re-appeared, and I wasn't exactly available when I came back, so really they should all be upset with me, not him, and I feel awful for putting him in this situation. I just want to go for what I want, and that's to try again with him. I've loved him for far longer than any of you, and I feel like I deserve a chance to prove that to him, and hopefully we can grow from there. If Ernest and kelly keep getting involved (Ernest mostly), I'm afraid that he'll back away like he did the first time. I wish we could take a vacation, away from everything and everyone, just the two of us, so that we can have clear minds to see what we truly want. I already know what I truly want, because I've had almost three weeks to think about it, and so now it's my turn to wait again while he contemplates his decision. Like I said the first time, I will do almost anything for him, and if I must wait again, I shall, it's something I'm used to. Please, I'm not going to rush you, just don't let others cloud your mind... I love you.

Okay, so what else has been goin on? Well, I went to the beach with Sam, her sister Jessica, and my sister Becca yesterday. The waves were awesome, perfect for boogie/body boarding. As I put it when I was talking to Eric, I'm a boogie boarding babe. ^.~* Anyhow, of course I went to work after that, and I was dead on my feet. So sleepy. -_-zZz Then I went again today with Alison, and then back to work (go figure). Melissa, Katie, and I went to the Beach House to dance, but it kinda sucked... Have a Nice Day Cafe was way better, so I think I'm gonna go there again on Tuesday. Some guy asked me to dance with him... He's gonna be 24 in a few months. o_o; Nope, sorry, not lookin, already talkin to someone. (hehe) So since it sucked, we left at 11:30 I think, so here I am, still in the mood to dance, and a little horny too...

w00t! Clubbing's FUN!!
Yea, so I took Sam (Jan's oldest daughter, and I work with Jan) to Have a Nice Day Cafe tonight. We got there around 9:30, but it was still early, so the place wasn't jumping yet. After we played a game of pool the place picked up, so we hopped on the dance floor and got our groove on. (Hehheh) It took me a little bit, cause I haven't been dancing in a while... So yea... Um, anyhow, alluva sudden, this guy's all over us, dancing around us and stuffs. *shrugs* Wuteva... We take a break & the guy follows us to a booth, we make polite conversation, then we go back to the floor... Then back to the booth... Then back to the floor. Finally, he wanders off, and three different guys take his place; one behind sam, then sam, one in between sam and i, then me, then another guy behind me. o_O; That was fun, but the best part was when the guy behind me left, so the guy behind sam moved behind me, and the one in the middle moved behind her. They were both kinda hot. ^-^; But, yea... it was a blast. I think my legs might've gave out halfway through, but I'm stubborn. We just took a couple breaks, and my legs are still killing me... Gotta get them back in shape. Kinda lost a little when I quit playing DDR so much. *shrugs* I'll get it back in no time, since she's moving down here in a month. *YAY* Anyhow, ttyl! Baibaiz.

Neko-con
This year, Neko-con takes place from November 5-7. I WILL NOT miss it this year. Due to work, I had to miss last year's con. My first year, Nek-con V, I went dressed as Alice from 5th mix DDR. This year, I plan on going for two days, Friday and Saturday, and I will be dressing as these characters. The first is Alita from Battle Angel Alita/Gunnum. The second, the blue-haired girl, is the faerie Fanta from Faeries' Landing.

Ka-chan, look what you DID!
Copy all of these and make the ones that pertain to you in bold, then add three of your own at the end.

Like Ka-chan, I put a few comments in brackets [], so don't get confused. ^-^;

01. I have a cell phone
02. I'm obsessed with high heels.
03. I am the youngest child.
04. I am a shopaholic.
05. I love hoop earrings.
06. I am a libra.
07. I love beer.
08. I am constantly giving people rides in my car.
09. I can't live without lip gloss.
10. I can't live without music. How lame.
11. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months.
12. I spend money I don't have.
13. I'll be in college forever.
14. I've seen Jason Mraz.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
17. I love the smell of coconut.
18. I have more then a couple of horrible memories.
19. I am addicted to Lizzie McGuire.
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was when I was 18.
22. I start film school in February.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizarre.
27. One of my friends is gay/lesbian.
28. I have way too many purses.
29. I've seen 'Fight Club' at least 45 times.
30. I usually dress how I feel that day.
31. I love 'Sex and the City'.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. I love winter.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I'm afraid of flying.
40. I hate drama...
41. I am addicted to 'The O.C.'
42. I love my hair.
43. I never fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach.
45. I have never had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have never broken a bone.
54. I've been very emotionally hurt in the past.
55. I hate my computer.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious...
58. I'm a happy person...most of the time.
59. I love to dance. And I'm Pretty damn good at it! [Well, I wouldn't say good... unless I'm drunk ^o^;]
60. I love to read.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I love cute underwear.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I cry when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I want to go to Greece.
67. I don't like to study for tests...but I do...
68. I am too forgiving.
69. I have a horrible sense of direction.
70. I loved high school.
71. I have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things.
72. I'm a daddy's girl.
73. I love kisses on the forehead.
74. I'm Hungarian.
75. I love the color pink.
76. I love to sew.
77. I have green eyes.
78. I love the Olsen Twins.
79. I played soccer for 14 years.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Paul Walker is my dream guy.
84. I love the smell of asphalt after it's rained.
85. I love my family.
86. I hate needles.
87. I am a perfectionist.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I've had a permanent smile on my face because of someone of the opposite sex. Even if I'm sad, he or she makes me happy.
90. People think my best friend and I act the same.
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. I despise dishonesty.
95. I love pictures.
96. I love music.
97. I wish I were more motivated when it comes to school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail. Except bills.
99. I have problems letting go of people...sometimes.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone.
101. I don't want to be married.
102. I hate the fact that my size 10 jeans are tight. [Heh, I wear a size 3...]
103. I've never watched "Sex and the City" and I don't really care if I do.
104. I really don't want to add three things to this list.
105. So I won't.
106. I love Harry Potter.
107. I am patient...at times.
108. I like bunnies.
109. I often think before I speak and then regret it.
110. I love summer.
111. I miss my friends who I haven't seen for a while.
112. I have lived in New Mexico.
113. I love water.
114. There are criminals in my family.
115. The internet is my other home.
116. I think typing is fun.
117. I want to be famous one day.
118. Barbie is soooo cool! Isn't she?
119. Isn't light blonde curly hair just adorable?
120. I'm left handed.
121. I love my best friend.
122. I straighten my hair everyday.
123. I've never been out of the country.
124. I love reading books on a hammock.
125. I live for HOOOOT bubble baths.
126. I hate how summer is the shortest season.
127. I want to move to California when I graduate high school and be a professional beachbum/college kid.
128. I love going to shows at local music clubs.
129. I love sitting on my roof, talking on the phone. [If I could get on my roof o_O;]
130. I love this and stupid quizzes when im bored out of my mind.
133. I love getting dressed up.
134. I love bathing suits.
136. I love manicures and pedicures.
137. I love hoes.
138. I am Israeli.
139. I'm a dumb blonde.
140. I've played volleyball for more than 1/2 my life.
141. I believe in a thing called love.
142. I hate my dad with a passion. [My STEP-dad, that is...]
143. I have a genius IQ, but I feel like I never use it.
144. I treat my dog like a human.
145. I believe in God.
146. I am in a long term relationship.
147. I have a piece of crap car that I can't wait to get rid of.
148. I am a sorority girl.
148. I have blue eyes. [And I LOVE 'em!]
149. My hair is naturally blonde.
150. I want to be a model/actress.
151. I love New York, with a passion.
152. I can speak three languages. (Just not fluently)
153. Reese Witherspoon is my favorite actress!
154. Surfing is great.
155. Alcohol is one of my best friends.
156. Ska & punk kids are fu*king cool.
157. I have pink sneakers.
158. I love the Cubby Hole.
159. All Ashleys are hot.
160. I hate being a virgin out of all the things I hate.
161. I have a email account.
162. I have a job.
163. I will probably retire from the company that I currently work for.
164. I hate where I live.
165. I would rather have stuff than money.
166. I have a high sex drive.
167. I am an idealist.
168. I am intense.
169. I love designer handbags, but the only one I can afford is my little Coach handbag.
170. I am disgusted by the fact that everything I buy is size 6 now.
171. I've gained over 30 pounds since graduating high school.
172. I am the opposite of claustrophobic.
173. I like to dance in skivvies. With the blinds open.
174. I prefer watching scary movie with the blanket over my head.
175. I'm an expert at making grilled cheese.
176. I like watching the music video channel.
177. I'VE NEVER BEEN STUNG BY A BEE.
178. It's easier for me to sit and have a heartfelt talk in a coffee shop than anywhere else.
179. Love can be the best and worst feeling in the world.
180. I never take off my jewlery.
181. I acknowledge that 24 is clearly the best show ever.
182. I have 3 guitars...
183. And a cool drum.
184. I think that most of this quiz was made by 14 year old girls.
185. I'm gay.
186. I think In My Eyes rule.
187. I'm voting for John Kerry for President because Bush sucks. xP
189. I love pepper and put it on almost all of my food.
190. I wear really short skirts that expose my ass and make others want to puke . o.O"
191. Want to kill every ignorant person in the world!!
192. I think little poser high school girls should stop copying people and get their own life.
193. I just wanna slap stupid people.
194. I live in my own apartment.
195. I graduated high school a year early.
196. I've been in love for almost ywo years.

Lissa gotta Haircut... WOOHOO

Located on Live-Journal
How many times...?

Avril Lavigne - Fall to Pieces
I looked away
Then I looked back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today is the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

You're the only one
I'd be with 'til the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything
Everything

I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
And I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you
'Cause I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

So many emotions...
I think my head might burst. o_O; I love the instant replay in my mind. I play it constantly, especially when I'm going to sleep, cause then I might dream about it. So sweet, so tender, something I've longed for for almost two years now. Well, what do you have to say about it, my dear? I don't regret it, and if I come to find out that you do, I shall be forced to continue my life as is, once again without the light of your love. At least I was able to bask in it one last time... Even if it was lust and not love, it was still, how you say... wow...

Okay, so anyways, I spent my first day in Connecticut sulking and very pissed off because in all my years of flying solo (since i was four), the airlines have NEVER fucked up THIS bad. First, my deperting flight was delayed an hour because of weather and computer probelems earlier that morning. Then I find out my connecting flight is also late, not leaving until 11:30pm. No, wait, that's past curfew, now we have to CANCEL this flight. WHA!? I'm STUCK in WASHINGTON!? No way in HELL. I call Daddy and he said to get on the flight to Boston and he'll pick me up there. So, of course, in all the confusion, my bag never even makes it on the plane!? o_O;; Monday was spent waiting and fussing and waiting some more for it to get here. It finally arrived around 6:30pm, and shortly after we left for the two hour drive to Silver Leaf Resort in Mass. I spent my time there swimming, tanning, playing pool, and longing to call someone, not to mention day-dreaming, as I often do. We came home last night (Wednesday) around 10:30, so I got online. (How I missed the internet.) Chatted with Ernest for a bit before he went to bed. I was really only wanting to talk to someone else, but he said it was too late, he had to work early, so now I'm just watching out and waiting for him. Hmm...

Tonight I get to baby-sit, as my parents are going out to Daddy's 10 Year Anniversary dinner at Foxwoods Casino. I can't believe he's actually been there over 10 years. Wow, how time flies... After tonight, I have Friday, Saturday, and some of Sunday to do whatever... Probably play on the computer, listen to music, and go to the beach.

I can't wait to talk to you again... <3

Love Just Is - Hilary Duff
When the night wont fall and the sun wont rise
and you see the best as you close your eyes
when you reach the top as you bottom out
but you understand what its all about

Nothings ever what it seems
in your life or in your dreams
it dont make sense what can you do
so I wont try making sense of you

Chorus:
Love just is...Whatever it may be
Love just is...You & Me
Nothing Less and Nothing More
I Dont Know what I love you for
Love just is

When You ask to stay and then disappear
it seems you're gone but you're really here
when every move seems out of place
but every kiss is filled with grace

Somethings never get defined
in your heart or in your mind
It dont make sense what can u do
so I wont try making sense of you

Chorus

Dont Ever ask me for reasons
I cant get to you
Dont ever ask me for reasons
Why I Live for you...I Just Do

Nothings ever what it seems
in your life or in your dreams
it dont make sense what can you do
so I wont try making sense of you

Chorus

Massive Update
Well, this may take a while, so I'm glad I have the day off. First, if you saw the previous layout, it was actually a picture of me from long ago, I just CGed it a bit. ^-^ If you wanna see the real pic, go to the side where my pictures are, and select "layin around". Now, this one is very simple, just a quick table design, nothing fancy. Do you believe?

Anyways, I guess I'll try to start where I left off... *goes to check exactly :where: that was* Oh yea, December 8th, 2003. Wow, that's close to a year ago, and you can bet a lot has happened since. Well, I spent my first Christmas without either of my parents. We (Ernest and I) had dinner at his mom's house. We had a huge party for New Years, and one for my friend Leah for her birthday a week later (same circumstances, different people). I finally reached the almost legal age of 18 on February 8th, 2004. (Not totally legal till 2007, when I turn 21.) Ernest turned 20 on March 15th, 2004. My dad came to visit in both February and April for 2-3 days, but in April, my used-to-be uncle, Francis, was sentenced to 5 years in prison for something I accused him of. (I won't say what, it's rather personal.) May 29th, 2005, my friend Leah and my ex-boyfriend Jason got married, and they now live in their own apartment near the beach. [Insert One]

Well, that brings us up to date. This Sunday at 7:30pm I'm heading to Connecticut to spend a week with my dad and company. I'm excited, and it can't come soon enough. [Insert Two]

Well, I guess that's it for now. I'll see ya again sooner or later...
PS~ The inserts are on livejournal.com, but if you're not my friend and you're not logged on, you can't read it. This is why it is private.

Maybe not?
Well, I tried to leave, but I'm so bored with neopets, and there's nothing better for me to do. Now I'm back *waves a pathetic little flag*, not that anyone cares. =p I'm going to greenbrier now though, so I'll update again either later or tomorrow. *huggles* Baibai.

sayonara...
well, now i AM saying goodbye...

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Name || Alissa Valerie Taylor
Nicknames || nyghtmare, alice
D.o.B. || 02.08.86
Zodiac || aquarius
Chinese || tiger
Height || 5'5"
Weight || 115lbs
Hair Color || blonde/brown
Eye Color || blue
Obsession || Para Para Paradise

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long and blonde
cut and burgandy
fuzzy at ring dance
goth |vs| casual
homecoming w/eric
senior pic, august '02
i get bored easily
curly hair, dressed up
wish that was my hair...
layin around...
remember white-girl got weave?
weave without the bandana
just got off work
my snake oscar... can't see me =p

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colour: black *always*
candy: reeses
food: pizza and seafood!
drink: dr. pepper
anime: chobits & hellsing
manga: faerie's landing
movie: chronicles of riddick
song: evanescence - my immortal
animal: tiger & dolphin
clothing: capris
apartment: my own
word: hi-hi

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neopets.com
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twinkling radiance
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karma slave
tangled
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this girl's calendar

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